29 Apr 2011

Friday feature: Owen on Temptation Pt.1

Over the next number of weeks I'm devoting Friday mornings to some pithy quotes from John Owen on the whole issue of temptation in the life of the Christian:

"Even the best of saints, being left to themselves, will quickly appear to be less than men - to be nothing. All our strength is weakness, and all our wisdom folly" - Owen, Works Vol VI, p.92

25 Apr 2011

A Minister's Regrets

The Banner of Truth website has a touching and fascinating article here, written by Geoff Thomas, reflecting on a lifetime of ministry and the regrets that come with it. It really is an excellent piece, and well worth the time to read.

22 Apr 2011

Darkness has its day

In viewing the cross of Christ we must always keep a balance between the Saviour's absolute sovereignty and Satan's malign activity, between what would happen ultimately, and what was taking place immediately.

This tension was at the heart of how Jesus spoke in regard to his death. In Luke 22:53 he arraigned his captors stating that he had been 'every day with you in the temple courts, and you did not lay a hand on me'; but the reason for their previous reticence and present action is summed up in stark terms 'but this is your hour - when darkness reigns'.

On the first Good Friday a day of darkness enjoyed its dubious dawn. All the forces of hell amassed themselves against God's only Son, and with savage thirst they sought his entire undoing. This was Satan's moment, darkness would have its day, all that is hateful, harmful and hideous strode proudly to the side of the Saviour and berated his power and his purpose. Here is the Saviour of the world demeaned, here is the saving purpose of God defeated, here is the One who claims to ransom men's souls humiliated, convicted and terminated by the iron hand of the Roman government. Even his own people have put him to shame. Darkness has its day.

But this is only half the picture or, to be more precise, a tiny fraction of it. At the exact point where God's plan appears to be foiled, it is being fulfilled. As Christ hangs derelict upon Golgotha, as the powers of Satan stand proud and defiant, something else, something wonderful, something that has been eternal in its planning, is unfolding. On the first Good Friday Jesus not only saw that darkness would have its day, but that darkness has had its day: 'Now is the time for judgement on this world; now the prince of this world will be driven out. But I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all men to myself' (John 12:31-32). In these words, and in the events that follow Calvary, our Sovereign emerges victorious, and Satan is deposed. Christ has borne the curse of sin, Christ has borne the righteous wrath of God against it, and Satan's paltry moment of power has passed. Where Satan sees Christ vilified, God's purpose sees him glorified; where Satan sees Christ extinguished, God's purpose is distinguished as having been at work all the time - even in the midst of deepest darkness.

We have in these verses the seeds which will spring to life in Resurrection power, but even in those moments where Christ's hands took the nails, when he hung amidst the blasphemy and profanity of an unjust death, when his stricken body was crucified before the watchful eyes of corrupt men, God was at work, and darkness was being defeated.

Darkness has had its day - and our victorious Christ suffers under the hatred of men, in the purpose of God, for the salvation of sinners, and the defeat of Satan. The darkest hour did not merely come before the dawn, but all through these darkest hours God's purpose, power and supremacy were breaking out, destroying death and the Devil. What a day, what a Saviour!

20 Apr 2011

The Sheer Loveliness of Christ

There are times when I make it too complicated, when I run the risk of making my theology a kind of crossword solution to yesterday's puzzles, when I make my study of God's Word a mechanical process of producing sufficient material for a week's ministry, when I lose sight of the grandeur and glory of the Person whom I am serving and studying. There is a danger in handling holy things that they become familiar, and somewhat faded in their lustre and loveliness. Like the men who laboured in the Mourne Mountains to erect its impressive wall generations ago, it could be that I make an area of 'outstanding supernatural beauty' merely the location in which I labour, and not the place that I love. Such a danger must surely be ever present for every servant of Christ.

For me this is where engagement with great Christian literature comes in to play. To read the works of a man or woman whose heart is freshly stirred by the immensity of their subject, with the beauty of their Saviour, with the dimensions of their salvation stands as a tremendous antidote to contemptuous familiarity, and brings a rebuke to contemptible formality in meditating on and serving Christ.

A fairly recent discovery for me has been the written ministry of Thomas Charles (more here). His little book Spiritual Counsels published by Banner of Truth is more than worth its weight in gold. Consider, for example, the following meditation on the work and worth of Christ. It is surely impossible to read material of this measure without finding one's heart drawn out in love and worship to our great Saviour:

'So far as we live by faith, we live upon Christ only, without respect to anything else in us, in heaven or in earth. He is our all in all - our all in every thing, every consideration, and in every circumstance. He is our all to support us under every difficulty, and to comfort us under every discouragement that meets us from guilt, from sin and every enemy. And in proportion as we make him our all, is our comfort in the face of guilt, our strength against corruption, and our victory daily over all our enemies. But we shall never be brought to make him our all, until we have a discovery made to our minds of the dignity, glory and majesty of his Person, as the only begotten Son of God, "full of grace and truth". This adds greatness and infinity to grace and truth, it is the grace and truth of the Son of God and he is full of both; so that his grace and truth are equal to himself. When the soul sees Christ by faith in all the dignity of his person and the fulness of his grace then and then only will the believer live upon him as his all in all' 

 - Thomas Charles, Spiritual Counsels, p.218

18 Apr 2011

In Praise of the Bookshop

I am a big fan of online booksellers, and I use them regularly. But this morning I want to write in praise of the physical experience of buying books from a traditional shop:

With regard to buying books there are a lot of times when I simply want to be a browser, rather than using one. Amazon and others have done us the great favour of bringing book-buying right into our living rooms, with delivery times which are simply staggering, but there is surely much more to buying a book than clicking a button. A recent experience in Belfast drove this home forcibly.

Independent booksellers in Northern Ireland's capital are few and far between. The great weight of Waterstones has sent out ripples on our side of the pond just as much as on the Mainland, with many smaller stores closing their doors, and ending colourful chapters in local bookselling. Two notable exceptions for me are The Bookshop at Queens and The Evangelical Bookshop. In a sense these stores form a set of brackets around my interest in books, from the eclectic world of secular publishing to the depth and beauty of Reformed theology, from the broad mindedness of the academy to the clarity and honesty of biblical thought. A visit to both on one day is a rare treat indeed.

The Bookshop at Queens will always hold a special place in my heart. I worked there for around three years while I was a student, and for me it will always be associated with the discovery of things previously unknown. From the jazz that streamed through the shop on Saturdays to the titles I discovered on a wide variety of subjects hitherto unknown, the Bookshop was a place for maturing into the world of work and the world of reading.

On my most recent visit I found two things particularly satisfying. One was the variety and volume of stock, and the other the expertise of staff. Whether it was the fascinating array of Irish interest/history titles, the brilliant selection of bargain priced books on the centre table or the literal half-wall of English literature classics, this is a bookshop which is worthy of a morning's walk around. With the intellectual evacuation of Easons into a slightly Irish feeling WH Smith, it is so satisfying to find a place which rewards a good rummage and turns up unsought for books which arrest attention.

My conversation with Peter (a former colleague) also drove home for me the rare privilege of being able to speak to a bookseller about books in depth. We live in a commercial world where the computer database has overidden the employee knowledge base, where enquiries are normally met with the pallid-glow of 'I don't know', as search terms bring sparse rewards. But as I spoke with Peter about a wide variety of literatures,  it was genuinely enriching and informative to get his take on the comparative abilities of Dostoyevsky, Pushkin, Tolstoy and Joyce (to name but four). Here was a bookseller engaged with his work, and informed about what a reader might want to know; offering non-patronising advice on what may or may not be of interest. There is, in the final analysis, a world of difference between a bookseller and a book vendor.

The Evangelical Bookshop is no less satisfying. This is an unpretentious platform for the sale of Reformed literature. In its auspicious history the 'Evangelical' has refused (by decision or default) to conform to the Christianity-light environment which all too easily creeps into Christian retail. One will not find a variety of Christian nick-nacks for the home, Bible embossed merchandise, or anything else from the smorgasbord of tackiness which often populates Christian bookshops. This is truly a bookshop, with John Grier honouring his father's legacy of providing serious reading materials to the people of Northern Ireland. As always the bargain table provided plenty of temptation (which I just managed to resist), a conversation with one of the booksellers (Colin) about academic study was brief and enlightening, and the clientele's interaction with staff and with one another was genuinely entertaining. Of particular note was a Scottish academic's encounter with an American academic. Having heard his trans-Atlantic counterpart's list of qualifications in Engineering and Theology, the Scottish gentlemen replied 'Well my wife has always told me I'm as thick as concrete!'. You don't get that kind of interaction (or meeting of two worlds) in the review sections on Amazon!

The bargain and secondhand section at the back of the bookshop is a delight as well. I picked up a Banner title for half price, and when the book I was searching for (The Genius of Puritanism by Peter Lewis) was found to be out of stock it was promptly ordered - arriving at my home two days later. I always leave the Evangelical bookshop with a sense of fulfilment, as well as a slight sense of depression at all the books I will never have time to read.

I don't know what the future will ultimately be for independent booksellers, but I do hope that by the time our children are old enough to want to choose books for themselves establishments like these will still exist. I would hate for their only experience of book buying to be in front of a screen. For me there is a simple pleasure in walking past stacks of books, and finding oneself surprised at what has been purchased, rather than 'searching' for specifics and always finding the exact title.

Bookshops are to online buying what a walk in a meadow is to visiting a garden centre. Both places might have the same stock, but only one can provide surprising scents, combinations and arrangements, as well as the thrill of simply sampling new and unlooked-for things.

14 Apr 2011

Providence and Pastoral (Dis)Appointments

I'm currrently reading through Thomas Charles' Spiritual Counsels (published by Banner of Truth). Charles was a Welshman who was greatly used of the Lord in Bala, North Wales, seeing the reviving hand of God on His labours. He was instrumental in seeing established the English and Welsh Bible Societies and was hugely concerned for the extension of God's Kingdom through preaching and Sunday School work. He is a man who left a huge mark for God on his generation, and it seems an injustice that our evangelical history makes so little of him.

The beginnings of Thomas Charles' ministry were less than auspicious, however. Describing Charles' experience of seeking a ministry opportunity in which he might be blessed and used of God, Iain H. Murray touchingly conveys the disappointments and frustrations that attended Charles' earliest attempts to locate a charge. His heart was set on two things, the happiness of his bride Sally Jones whom he married in 1783, and serving God in the northern part of the Principality. Sally was an only child and felt strongly that she should remain close to her parents upon marriage. Charles was likewise deeply concerned to commit to this area of the country although openings were sparse.

One is given the impression of the seeming dead end that Charles had reached when the Established Church repeatedly rejected his preaching and he found himself serving behind the counter of his in-laws shop, with no apparent opportunities for serving God. The history which followed saw him accepted among the Calvinistic Methodists, and ultimately being used as a great instrument for God's glory.

Reflecting on this season in the life of his subject, biographer Edward Morgan offers the following reflection:

'When God intends a person for some great work, he prepares him for it. He makes him know and feel what he is in himself, sinful, depraved, weak, devoid of every spiritual good, and full of every evil...Mr Charles was destined by heaven for great and glorious services. He was now undergoing a course of hard discipline, to fit him for his work. The success he met with in after life, and the honour to which he attained, would have found in the pride of the heart too ready a combustible, and might have proved his ruin, had not that pride been previously mortified. The foundation of his humility was deeply laid...'

What encouragement this experience, and Morgan's explanation of it, ought to bring to the hearts of those who have followed God's call to serve and yet find themselves in a place of disappointment and seeming unfruitfulness! I think this morning of scores of Bible College students who have God-given preaching and pastoral ability, but are in a situation of no doors opening for service; or others who have followed the will of God into deep waters which threaten to engulf them. What a blessing to know that God is at work, that He is just as concerned with what He wants to do in us as through us, and that ultimately these times of testing throw us back on his mercy, realising our own inadequacy, depravity and dependency. We may never know the blessing of God on our ministries as Thomas Charles did, but how confident we can be of the same great God fulfilling His great purpose in us as His children.

2 Apr 2011

Discontinuity - A Poem on the Death of a Police Constable (2nd April 2011)

Our news reels back a frame,
And for a moment we are there again
Amidst mourning mothers
Whose morning ushers


Nothing.


Until the pain
Comes through and brings a stain
To every Mother's Day to follow.


We share the news with friends,
Impotent to bring change
And longing, not for change,
But the same
Discontinuity we have known.
We have loved this broken chain
Of violence.


In the kitchen I whisper news
Above my daughter's head
Spelling out codewords she can't read
Careful not to let emotion show
Silently saying


'NO'


We will not give this legacy
For her sake we will keep this  blooded feud
A mystery.
And say to all who hammer fast
Against her future with our past
'We do not want your history'.